An Editorial By: Jehad Choate
Some say you really start living when you develop a consciousness. Others say it is when you fall in love. I gauge my life by the concerts I go to. Since the summer before high school to now, I’ve made it a commitment to see and support the bands who’s recordings have brought me joy in my mediocrities, consolation in my failures, and focus to my confusion. Yet, the live show is under rated to the casual listener. To them, they see a crowded room of sweaty kids (all too eager to hurt each other), over-priced t-shirts, and a band they can barely see behind a wall of questionably tall minors, thirsty for their coveted alcohol. To me, it is like a season finale or a pilot episode to a favorite TV show. The characters are all there, the development has already happened, we are just waiting for the twist to knock us on the ground and leave us wanting more. Last week, I had the esteemed pleasure of seeing my two favorite bands live, for what might very well be my last live shows in Boston. I followed A Perfect Circle since late 8th grade, and they were the first show I ever went to, thanks to my sister and brother-in-law. As a naïve and innocent teen, I never smelled a concert toke before, or see groups of people get so worked up in the same way I did by their music. I never saw a mosh pit, or hear over 800 people sing the same song with me. It changed me. Since that day, I realized because of that band, I wanted that kind of attention, and I wanted to connect with people on a spiritual level without being some fundamentalist. My first A Perfect Circle show made me a musician. Oddly enough over the years, as they returned to Orlando, Florida, they always seem to come around when something important was about to happen. I fell in love with probably the most significant woman in my life at an APC show. They came a couple days after my high school graduation. Even the first show I saw them at, prepared me for the visiting of hospitals for sick relatives that year. Then as I prepared for the beginnings of what one could construe as a questionable adulthood… they vanished. Going their separate ways, they established new bands, polished old bands and left me wondering if this uncertainty… this hiatus… could be some sort of reflection of my own life.
A few years would pass, and while I was trying to find my own musical niche another band would literally melt my face. I was reluctant on listening to the RX Bandits at first, because I honestly thought my friend was trying to either push another dime-a-dozen ska band (which we had in abundance back home) or
some Mars Volta wannabe project band. But then he made me a mix cd of songs from such classic albums as Progress and The Resignation and things changed for me. They are a band that transcends music with-out any boundaries: with the technical appeal of a progressive rock band, the social consciousness of a reggae or hip hop group, The groove and rhythm of a ska band, and the energy and power of a punk band. Luckily, as I got into them, they came to Orlando and once again I had that wave of change hit me, just like my first concert… and I knew how I wanted to go about my musical life through them. I would follow them through 6 more shows until the announcement of their farewell tour last month.
I have been working diligently during my last semester at Berklee. Every so often a wave of anxiety hits me over the questionable directions my seasoned adulthood would take me. I was surprised and delighted that in my last month in town, I would have the esteemed pleasure of seeing these two important bands in the same week. A Perfect Circle came to the Bank of America Pavilion last Tuesday in their first tour in years. They played a healthy combination of every album including a new song. It was the first APC show I’ve been to without X’s on my hands, and felt pride to drink my legally overpriced beer and enjoy the music that comforted and inspired me through my early teens. I even felt obliged to call my ex girlfriend, the close friends that went with me to those shows, and my sister during key songs, just to share a moment that seemed lost in the shuffle of growing up and out of my home town. And just like when I was 13, strangers again surrounded me, in which I could laugh with and sing with. There was a guy with his 13-year-old daughter next to me, and it was her first show ever, and it was exciting to see what happened to me at her age, unfold from an outside perspective.
Two days later, my friend who introduced me to the RX bandits and who’s mix cd has been passed to god knows how many people between here and Florida came to Boston after taking a break from med school in Ohio. It only seemed fitting that the man who brought me this band, could see them off with me here. There was talk online that after this tour, the band would be breaking up. When I heard about this, I sincerely moped around the city feeling like I had just been dumped. I remember my roommate chillingly stated that this is the time when all the musical greats will either burn out or fade away. When RXB came to the Middle East downstairs in Cambridge for the first night, you could hardly believe it was a farewell tour. First, It was the first show where a band played every single song I wanted to hear in one night. Plus they brought the horn section back to truly give their audience the full experience of their older songs. The pits were intense, and the sold out venue was so crowded that condensation from the ceiling dripped on all of us like rain. The characters were all there, though… the concert tokers sneaking a hit within the sea of people, the X’d hands sneaking a sip of their forbidden beer, the movers, the shakers, and the older guys appreciating everything from the convenient aspect of the bar (me). My friends and I came out of that concert feeling satiated. The Bandits know their fans, and they delivered everything that could have been demanded or silently wished for, and created an experience beyond any of the other shows I had seen of them. Then… they pushed it to the next level on their second night. Lead Singer Matt Embree didn’t just sing to another sold out room… he sang to each and everyone of us, while high fiving the kids in the front, while C-Gak carried the momentum of the night behind the drum set. Steve Choi killed on both Guitar, Keys and Drums and Joe Troy kept it all together on bass while making sure no one got crushed or hurt in the pits. Matt even brought up his mother and paid special attention to social issues. When the final night ended, my buddies and I still couldn’t believe that this might have been our last RX Bandits experience. We could have left just then, since I got my final concert in Boston and my friend snagged the set list… but we saw a group of kids hanging out in the back of the venue… when we turned to there, we saw Matt Embree hanging out with everyone. I’ve met him before in the first time I saw him in Boston, and he’s so different from his on stage persona. A quiet, gentle, humble man… he talked to everyone about everything. And hugged each person in the area. One guy emotionally declared he didn’t want the Bandits to break up… and that’s when Embree’s demeanor changed slightly.
“We aren’t breaking up. That’s a vicious online rumor. We love each other.”
We all learned that the Bandits are doing what APC did years ago: A hiatus to explore their lives more, and try new projects.
When APC did it, I wasn’t ready for it. In my youth and ignorance, I felt abandoned. This time around with the Bandits, I feel good because this nullified what my roommate and I were talking about. We don’t live in an era where the greatest musicians can only burn out or fade away. True musicians never really let go of their passions no matter how many things try to get in the way because there is a lot more than notes behind them. There is the camaraderie of the guys you share a tour bus and stage with. There are all the stories that turned into albums. There are also the people, like me, who could finally put their lives into words and melodies by their example. Whether a band breaks up, or goes on hiatus, they never really lose the kind of ownership they have over the hearts of their fans, and if I never get a chance to type anything out again from now on, I only hope that they know as a fan and a fellow musician, I am grateful for their presence when I needed them, and happy that even when they are not with me, their music will always be tethered to the milestones of my life and others. Thank you, A Perfect Circle and The RX Bandits, for seeing me off in my journey to the next step.








By Rebecca Perkins

